Diary Entry - 14th Sept 2009
OMG, OMG, OMG! Carl came around today – nothing happened, but I felt the sexual tension between us. Steven was working till 8 - I double checked at 5:15 when I finished work, Carl turned up at 6. He didn’t give me a believable reason as to why he came, he just said he was in the area and decided to drop by to see how I was. The thing is...we live quite far out, so just passing is like next to not gonna happen, you’d have to be literally coming to see someone to be anywhere near this area. I told him Steven was at work as I answered the door and he said he was aware, I couldn’t stop myself from blushing so I quickly invited him in before he noticed my change of expression – and God he smelt good as he walked past. We sat and talked – y’know, just general stuff, and although our conversation was purely platonic I couldn’t help but feel we were both beating around the bush. “Steven’s going away this weekend – is that right?” He asked as he sipped whisky from a glass, yet not taking his eyes off me at the same time. As our eyes met I knew at that moment for sure - he wanted me too. My white shirt with the buttons undone to my cleavage didn’t hurt either; neither did my black mini skirt. “Yeah...erm, he’s going on Friday, he’ll be back on Monday evening.” I remember myself saying. Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! Shit! - what am I doing????????
We then got to talking about relationships. “You guys have been together for what...5 years now? You must be really happy?” He asked nonchalantly. “Err; yeah...I suppose we are.” I answered, feeling stifled. “What about you, are you happy...you and Fiona?” He took awhile to answer, which only made my mind wonder, and then he said something totally unexpected - “Define happy?” I was speechless for a moment, how can I define happy so randomly? You’re either happy or you ain't! Luckily before I could say anything is said “We’re ok...kinda like you and Steven...but in our relationship - I’m you.” OMG, OMG, OMG! If that wasn’t an ARE YOU THINKING WHAT I'M THINKING - I don’t know what is.
So let me get this right, first he turns up unannounced and informs me that he knew Steven wasn’t here. Then he asks me about Stevens’ weekend departure – which for any affair is the perfect opportunity to get freaky, and now he’s asking me about my relationship - comparing himself to me. This guy has fuck me all across his forehead...and I kinda like it! So OMG, OMG, OMG! I can barely contain my excitement, roll on weekend - Carl's fucking hot!
Before he left he took my mobile number, saying we should go for a drink on Friday after Steven leaves...he said “I wouldn’t want you stuck at home on a Friday night.” What can I say? – I totally agree. I just hope to God this is going to be worth it. I hugged him goodbye and as I was about to let him go he smelt my neck...how sexy is that!!!!!! He said he’ll call me in the week to arrange a time to pick me up. I just gotta remember to delete each message because sometimes Steven uses my phone.
Anyway gotta go Stevens just pulled up on the drive. Mwah x