Diary Entry - 16th Sept 2009
Ok, so I’m highly anticipating the weekend... 2 days to go and I’ll be out on the town with Carl, I can’t believe this is actually happening so fast, I actually feel nervous. I know everything’s gonna be cool, Carl hasn’t exactly said he wants to sleep with me (although I have a strong sense that he does), I have nothing to worry about – the fantasy still only lives in my head, which is the only thing keeping me relaxed.
He texted me yesterday while I was at work, and again today to say hi. He asked if I was ok and that he was looking forward to our drink on Friday too. (I bet he’s looking forward to more then just a drink.) It kinda took me by surprise his text, I thought he would've played it cool but obviously I was wrong, but I was happy that he did text me - I wouldn’t want to be seen doing all the chasing. He asked me such a randome question today via text, it read - “Do you work in one of those offices where you have to wear a suit every day?” When I replied “Yes.” He then wrote back, “So what kind of suite are you wearing today? Just out of curiosity.” (Yeah right – curiosity my arse.) I wrote back that I had on a simple grey pencil skirt and a cream blouse, he wrote back - “Nice!” followed by a smiley face. I must admit, it did make me smile - God he’s hot.
I was on such a high today as I left work, hearing from Carl and knowing that the weekend is rapidly approaching, I decided to celebrate by buying myself a new mini dress for this rare occasion. A sexy black number which looks set for anything, and with black I'm safe - I don't want it to look like I've made too much of an effort.
Omg! Steven asked me if I wanted to join him in France for the weekend today, but I quickly without hesitation said that I had a pile of work to do and needed to pop into the office at some point to get thought it. He bought it; he didn’t even ask me any further questions.
Omg, I totally love Steven....what am I thinking?? - Oh come on, there’s not time for cold feet – you’re going out for a drink with Carl regardless!! The deed hasn’t been done yet so it’s not too late to back out.
