Diary Entry 5th Oct 2009
Hi diary, how you been? Sorry I’ve neglected you, but as you know I’ve been really busy. I had some overtime at work, but I’m back now and very tired. Ok so here’s the thing. I don’t know if I’m over reacting, but I do find this pretty weird. On Friday before Steven and I left for our weekend spa (which was fabulous might I add) I met Carl at a cafe in town, put it this way, I told him how well Steven and I’ve been getting on, and how well his been treating me recently, and he totally switched. He started to get really snappy and even began giving me one worded answers. It got so uncomfortable at one point that I had no other choice but to make my excuses and leave. I was so taken aback. So that night I texted him and asked if he was alright, that he seems a little off with me - he didn’t even texted back! When I tried calling him the following day another guy (who’s voice I don't recognised) answered, I couldn’t believe the way he was treating me.
On the way to the spa I casually asked Steven how Carl was doing but Steven said he hadn’t spoke to him, so I insisted he call him - as there're good friends. Anyway, Carl answered the phone! He told him that he and his Mrs were enjoying a weekend away in Amsterdam’s five star hotel - he didn’t even mention he was going away! (I know for a fact that must have been a last minute booking because he wanted to see me this weekend but I couldn't because I was already booked in to go to the spa.) I was so annoyed, it was as though he wanted to hurt me in someway, and I found it really juvenile.
Now is it me? Or is this guy somehow....jealous? Because I’d hate to think this is all in my head. Today’s Monday, Steven and I got back late last night then I was up and out early this morning which left me no time to speak with Carl – and he still hasn’t called or returned any of me three text messages – what is wrong with this picture???? I just don’t understand.
Anyway enough! I can’t be bothered to go through mellow drama over a guy I haven’t eve shagged yet. Well, fat chance of that happening now! *sighs & shakes head* Good night diary, at least you can sleep tight.
